So I'm home,
Yes, always home in Hawaii.
Though last week I went to Ohio. I went ziplining and ghost touring and inter-tubing and spent time with family and rode on segways and...well, had a lot more fun then I'm having now.
My mom offered to keep me there so that I could help my family move into a 6,000 sq foot, 3 level house but...I was a jerk and let my anxiety get the best of me. It's too hard to switch my plane ticket I said. The truth--I get too nervous when plans are changed. I like everything to be set in stone. I arrive when I say I will and I depart when I say I will. "Never be late, it's rude" as mom says.
Oh well, now to make the most of Hawaii by cooking strange dishes in my underwear. Like, sweet potato with black bean, brown rice and salsa. Weird...but...good.
Tonight is the crazy meteor shower where 100 meteors are supposed to fall every hour. I'm going to this place called China Wall with Mike to watch it. It's in the middle of a suburban neighborhood at a place next to the ocean. You go down this small trail and it leads out to a bunch of rocks that if you fall off of you'll have a fun 40 foot drop into the ocean below. People jump off it all the time during the day and frankly, that would scare the shit out of me. I've skydived before but that jump looks super scary.
Anyhow, Hawaii is very boring right now. No one wants to hang out with me and my boyfriend is at work all day long. So I spend my days by cleaning the house and watching law and order. Today I've watched 5 episodes I think.
God, I need a life. Oh sorry, I don't mean God I mean universe. My mind just replaces God with universe these days. Makes my life a lot easier and much more loving.
Speaking of God, have you seen those He>I bumper stickers and t-shirts? I want one that says I>He. That would be incredibly epic in oh so many ways. I guess I'll go cook some more--tonight is lemon-grass beef with more brown rice--should be interesting.
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